Office by Alex Penny
ANAYETAKA HACHOKI; HATA AKICHOKA KISHAPATA
Twenty Four.
I feel at peace with myself,
My Past.
My Present.
My Future.
The serenity is almost overwhelming.
I don’t love it.
I don’t hate it either.
But it doesn’t matter because I can, now, see clearly.
.. and getting rid of all the unwanted clothing/shoes/gifts etc. I need to.
Ever since I was 15, my clothes and shoes fit into 2 travelling bags. Now, I have way more than that and I feel like a hoarder.
I need to stop holding on to the past;
Totally uncalled for.. But I’m glad I can adapt to change as fast as it happens.
Phew. I just dodged a bullet.
Today I dreamt that I went to class and taught for the first time as a Professor. I was nervous but I was comfortable. Like it was my niche. I cant wait to get my Master and then my PhD. I have never been more determined to accomplish something in my life, so bad. I’m gonna make this happen, no matter what happens. :)
.. I’ve turned my nights into days and days into nights…
It’s true; but I am working on it. I hate when people tell me ‘I told you so’. So I am swallowing my pride and doing what I need to do because THIS TIME NEXT YEAR I will look back and laugh at how stupid I was as I sip on a cappuccino.
Watch me fulfill my dreams.
The sun finally came out in Seattle.
Alki Beach
April 2012
